Who am I? A wife for almost 40 years. A mom for over 36 years. A sister and a friend, of course. Each of these help describe me. But, even more, I have been a Christian since accepting Him as my Savior when I was 12 years old and, this truth defines each area of my life. I have enjoyed some mountain top experiences but have been through some very deep valleys as well. Valleys of incredible grief and even pits of depression. However, most of my days are ordinary, routine kind of days. But in every one of my days, God has been faithful. He has walked with me whatever the day. He strengthens, comforts, encourages and blesses me with life "most abundant."

A favorite life verse: The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly. John 10:10

Why do I write? Though not quite as private as my dad, I am definitely my father's daughter. I find it difficult to share. And to let others in. But I do love to write. I love to put words into sentences and sentences in paragraphs that help express my thoughts. I hope my words help me share my heart. Share the life that God has given me and all that He has done for me and through me. I write with the hope of giving Him at least a bit of the glory He is due.

A verse to guide my writing: That the trial of your faith, being much more precious than of gold that perisheth, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ. I Peter 1:7

August 1st – Four Years…..

Posted on By jennifer

Tonight I Hold This Candle
lyrics by Alan Pederman

Tonight I hold this candle
In memory of you
Hoping someway, somehow, my love will shine through.
I close my eyes lost in the glow
There are so many things I want you to know.

This candle says I love you –
This candle says I miss you.
This candle is saying I remember you.
When I’m holding it toward heaven,
It feels like you are near.
If you’re looking down tonight,
And see this candle burning bright,
It says I’m wishing you were here.

In the glow of this candle
I can almost see your smile
And it carries me away for a little while
To another time, another place
When all it took to light up my world was your beautiful face.

This candle says I love you –
This candle says I miss you.
This candle is saying I remember you.
When I’m holding it toward heaven,
It feels like you are near.I
f you’re looking down tonight,
And see this candle burning bright,
It says I’m wishing you were here.

I love you, Tyler

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Comments (14)

  2. Jennifer, I am praying for you today and wish I was there to give you a great big hug! I'm so glad that Jordan is home to be with you. He will be a great comfort to you. And I know Tyler is there in spirit. I had not heard the poem you posted, but it is beautiful. I am adding it to my quote book. Have as nice of a day as you can, despite the circumstances. Just think, Tyler is rejoicing in heaven with Jesus and you will see him again some day. I hope that brings you some comfort. Love & blessings from NC!

  5. Oh Jennifer, I wish I was there with you today to give you a big hug. I'd love to sit with you and hear all the stories you could no doubt share about your precious Tyler. I am soo glad Jordan is home and can be with you today. What a comfort I am sure that is. I do pray that the Lord will wrap His arms around you today and you will feel them in a very real way. May He bring you the comfort and peace that passes all understanding. May your heart rejoice in knowing you will see Tyler again, and what a reunion that will be. Much love coming your way….HUGS, Debbie

  7. Jennifer, that is a beautiful song…God knew exactly when Jordan would be needed, and He sent him this week! Praying for you and your Hubbie…

    Hard to believe it's been four years already. You've been in my prayers quite a bit this last week.

  8. jen just wanted to let u know i'm thinkin of you and prayin 4 u 2 day – i know itz a very special one . . just want u to know i haven't 4gotten tyler . so glad jordan is here with you. . i'm sure he wanted to be here on this day especially . . he looks great . . can't wait to talk to him and i hope i get a chance to . . i hope you all have a very blessed day . . we love you . . .my heart still aches for you

  9. Love you so much Jen! Riley and I send lots of hugs and kisses your way!! Wish we were there with you today 🙁

    Love you always,

    Erica

  11. A beautiful and heart touching poem.Praying that the Lord will comfort you and wrap His loving arms around you.
    My thoughts and prayers are with you.
    Blessings and hugs.

  12. i often wondered if losses are known to god why would he allow the loss to be knowing it will mean pain. but, i discovered that, perhaps its not about loss but instead about gain. you gained love. good luck.

  14. I saw your comment over at Becky's blog and wanted to stop by to say hello. Your Tyler sounds like quite the charming young man. Praise the Lord for His faithfulness and eternal life through Jesus Christ. I can't wait to see our boys again!

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