Who am I? A wife for almost 40 years. A mom for over 36 years. A sister and a friend, of course. Each of these help describe me. But, even more, I have been a Christian since accepting Him as my Savior when I was 12 years old and, this truth defines each area of my life. I have enjoyed some mountain top experiences but have been through some very deep valleys as well. Valleys of incredible grief and even pits of depression. However, most of my days are ordinary, routine kind of days. But in every one of my days, God has been faithful. He has walked with me whatever the day. He strengthens, comforts, encourages and blesses me with life "most abundant."

A favorite life verse: The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly. John 10:10

Why do I write? Though not quite as private as my dad, I am definitely my father's daughter. I find it difficult to share. And to let others in. But I do love to write. I love to put words into sentences and sentences in paragraphs that help express my thoughts. I hope my words help me share my heart. Share the life that God has given me and all that He has done for me and through me. I write with the hope of giving Him at least a bit of the glory He is due.

A verse to guide my writing: That the trial of your faith, being much more precious than of gold that perisheth, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ. I Peter 1:7

Grateful in the Waiting

Posted on By jennifer

What a blessing it was to open my blog and find so many had lifted prayers on my behalf yesterday. I sincerely thank each one of you. My day spent with Paul and Nellie was not without its struggles but it was a day well spent and much enjoyed. These two have been married just a month shy of 63 years…and what a pair! We laughed a lot and shared some tears (things did not go exactly as we had hoped with the testing..but there are still chances to get some limited driving privileges) but I just enjoyed being with these sweet Christians.

I also heard that Carter was able to go home from the hospital. I’m not sure all that is happening regarding treatment, etc….but, at least, they are all home. The hospital is just so yucky!!

I started last week with some thoughts regarding thankfulness….if for no other reason, than to keep my own perspective. As Christians, we are to be thankful – always. On Thursday, I mentioned how clearly the Lord has been leading us – but, of course, not all days are like that. In fact, just recently it seems that the clear path we were walking so confidently suddenly came to an end. I found myself thinking more often than I had in a long time, “Which way now?”

When this happens, we are often quick to think there must be a mistake (on our part…or even the Lord’s??) Did I misunderstand His leading? I know, personally, it doesn’t take long for me to become anxious, fearful….even cranky! And so soon after the confidence of the day before. Then I received an email from a casual friend. It wasn’t even specifically to me but to a group of us but it so taught me. She was also in a time of waiting to hear God’s voice – to sense His direction. She said, “I often ask God why I can’t hear him. (That is a definite WAIT). So I am waiting, hungry for instruction and direction. Exactly….the silence isn’t a mistake or God’s leaving or any such concept but was simply a time TO WAIT.

And, even in the waiting – maybe especially in the waiting – we are to be thankful. Thankful for past direction and victories. Thankful that our God is faithful and we are never alone. Thankful that His timing is always best and that as our Heavenly Father is only wants the best for us. I came across this quote in an on-line devotion…and this week, its my motto.

Learning to be thankful – even when we cannot see, hear or understand what God is doing or how He is working – is authentic thanksgiving.

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  3. I think you may have sent me a message, but when I clicked to accept it, it disappeared. All I saw was the name Jennifer. If that wasn't you, just disregard. I have one other Jennifer who reads my blog. Hope you are doing well today!!! Love & blessings from NC!

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